in just 2 hours i will be leaving to go pick up Blaine from the airport...my stomach has been doing flips all day and i could barely sleep last night!! This is nothing new though even when we both lived with our friends in cali when i would hear his truck coming home i would get excited..its always been that way.
When i went to visit him in november when i saw him waiting for me i got so light headed and excited i almost blacked out on the escalator haha. I am seriously not exagerating, theres just something about him!
On to something else, yesterday i had to go to the doctor. I have seen the same doctor since i was like 13 - the few years i lived in cali. I also worked for her when i was 16. She is CRAZY..When i say crazy i literally mean it. She is romanian and about 45 years old and last time i saw her she looked like a 40 year old. Now ...She has bleach blonde hair has had a face lift and a boob job and yea...she looks good but still. I also saw her new sparkly bmw parked out front....Owning your own practice and being on the medical board of one of the most prestigious heart hospitals in the world (Cleveland Clinic) obviously has it's perks..
Now when i worked for her she treated me terribly which is why i quit..She called me the C word in front of an entire waiting room full of patients..and i responded by saying some not so nice things and walking out.. But the reason i still go to her is in 2007 she found my moms cancer...and saved my moms life.. thats one of those things that makes her worth it. She is a GREAT doctor. But yesterday i had to get blood drawn and a bunch of other things...now im nervous for the results of my thyroid panel....and i wont hear about it for probably a week.
When my mom had Lung cancer in 2007 she also found out she had Graves Disease. A thyroid disease and had to have her thyroid removed...after that she gained nearly 50 lbs because of the steroids she had to take to make up for the missing thyroid.. My brother and oldest sister also have thyroid problems..and since ive lost alot of weight recently and my anxiety has been terrible.. They think my thyroid is overactive.....ugh
I got put on new medicine for my anxiety and obsessive compulsive tendencies...and heres to hoping they work....for the love of everything i hope they do!
But now i am off to go make myself look pretty so i can pick my gorgeous boy up from the airport..
I'll try not to pass out...but im not making any promises... I can't wait for Emmie to see him , she has been talking about him ALLLLLL day!!!
EEEK
<3 Paula
2 comments:
Oh. my. heck. reading that- you all gushing over BJ- So sweet. I love that you love him.
Be good, have fun together, and get that boy to marry you!!!! Just sayin'.
{{HUGS}}
Such a cute post :) So scary about the lung cancer and thyroid issues! Those BOTH run in my inlaw side of the family. Ryan's mom and sister both had their thyroids removed and take meds and my bro-in-law has hyperactive thryoid and takes meds (he's anxious like you) yet everyone is healthy and happy! :) It'll work out. Love ya!
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