23

I celebrated my 23rd birthday this past friday. It was sorta bittersweet. On one hand i can say i am very happy with where i am at at 23 on the other hand, theres just a lot of things i would have changed.. But coulda woulda shoulda's don't get you anywhere in my life...as my boyfriend would say..
"You can what if all day, but it doesn't change anything" ... I tend to dwell in the past alot..im not talking years in the past but even day to day...just oh wow i wish i would have done that/dealt with that this way..or what if i had done this instead...

I was downloading a bunch of music and one of my favorite bands is a Christian rock band called Safetysuit..there first cd was amazing filled with really powerful real life lyrics that nearly everyone can relate to, and there new cd came out so i knew i had to download it...and i came across this song with these lyrics

If you don’t believe in what you’ve got
It’s like you can’t see that you’re enough
He damaged you too many times
Now all you see are all the lies

You gotta believe in what you’ve got
You gotta believe in what you’ve got

If you gotta cry, then let it out
If you gotta scream, let me hear you shout
Cause you got a life, you’re letting go
See you’ve got a past, but I don’t know

The song is called Believe...and its pretty great.. There first cd is still my favorite but they have a one republic feel..

 

...and now im off to listen to some music and pass out..on another note just 3 days!!!